small-town mindsets

I just saw that Hunter is talking to Ashley again and that is probably the entire reason that he is in town.

Fuck. Me.

I should never have thought for a second that he would want me back. There is no fucking hope for this. He probably only put that on his status so Ashley would see it. And I can't quite explain why he put his email address on the forum but it was probably purely for the forum. What the fuck am I doing. Why the fuck should I still care.

Fucking forget it. I give up.

I give up on it all.